currently in sch nw .

hv a problem .

donno who t go t .

feel lyk crying,

bt if cry,

wont stop .

WHAT CAN I DO?

haiz !!!!!

really feel lyk crying liao .

ii'm control-ing my TEARS .

bt they wont let miie control them .

they will drop soon .

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wanna meet SYAZWAN .

tell him every single thing,

let him see my face full of tears .

ii'm nt afraid t let him see ah .

is jus dat, he's hv-ing O lvl paper .

ii don think he can space sometime fer miie .

maybe he will or maybe not .

ii donno !!!

ii need someone which ii can talk t . bt who can ii find?

Syazwan, all ii wan is t LEND YOUR SHOULDER . CAN I???

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can ii just end my life?

it will be easier tis way ryte?

no nd t think fer anything .

wanna resign,

bt think over what sherlin say its oso true .

where do ii wrk aft ii resign?

stress wif everything dat ii hv .