HELLO ~
2day ii noe dat my bro go BOYS' hm and ii broke down inside e class eh .
ii cant take it dat my bro will actually go thr .
ii cried fer 1hr eh . my gf, NURUL ask miie wat happen . ii told her eveything .
OMG?! whn ii look myself into e mirror, my eyes and nose was very red . REALLY !
ii cried while ii'm otw hm inside e bus eh . ii try t control . bt tears jus rolled down my cheecks .
and ii found myself crying .
although we had quarrel fer donno hw many yrs . and ii keep saying that ii don lyk him this and dat . bt we still hv e same blood flowing inside our blood . we are of a same parents eh !
if ii don care abt him, ii wont b crying . ii should b laughing and joking around ! BUT I DIDNT !
ii cant smile fer rest of e day . ii didnt hv my LUNCH CUM DINNER .
boy, ii need you to be by my side and lend miie your shoulder !